It is my nature.

I have two speeds. On or off. There is little in between. And when I'm on, I hit it at sound barrier speed and don't usually stop until I either reach my intended destination or crash headlong into a brick wall. I then have to stop and regroup or hit it high speed in another and sometimes opposite direction. It's just how I roll. It's all or nothing. Black or white. And anything in between frustrates the hell out of me. I don't do waiting. I don't do patience. I can't help it, it's just my nature.